Anyone not want skin on skin bonding?

This will probably make me sound like a horrible person, but with my first born, they forced me to do skin on skin bonding, I hated it very much!! I'm totally fine with doing it when me and baby are both cleaned up and all visitors have gone home. But right at delivery, when everyone is trying to see the baby and they have to pull down my gown, with my boobs hanging out and the baby laying there, it just felt incredibly awkward! So this time around I'm not doing it and I don't care what they say! Does anyone else feel this way!?