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Africa • Married wife of 4 trying to conceive our 5th child
I think I am driving myself crazy I just use the bathroom for the seventh time today 7 days away from AF and when I wiped it was pink discharge after I used it I noticed something in the toilet it look like lining I googled it and they told me I can have pink discharge  and shed lining during implantation!!! Have any had this & got a BFP I can test in 2 days but I'm really tryna wait till she doesn't show up!!!