I'm so proud! That I made it this far!

I'm 8dpo planning on testing tomorrow at 9dpo...I must admit I've been doing this for...gah hate to say it but for 25 cycles now so basically 2 years and 1 month...I can tell you I've never be able to hold out til 9dpo ever. It's an accomplishment BUT makes me all the more anxious as I don't get to say as much as I usually do ( it's wayyyyy to early!)

Sorry just excited and nervous probably another neg but I've lost 15ish lbs so far! Hoping it'll jump start something!

Baby dust to yall!!