just got broken up with

Me and my s/o well I guess my ex broke up last night he wanted to stay friends and hangout but honestly I have way to many feelings for him and I don't think I could just be his friend he was my everything and now he's gone because he couldn't give me his 100% due to personal reasons and quite frankly I have no idea what to do with myself I loved him through all his flaws and he just gave up on me, without him I feel empty it doesn't help that I suffer with depression and severe anxiety and everything is just awful we've cut ties completely as I was trying to do what's best for myself but I'm not so sure if that was the best idea, I love him I really do and quite honestly I don't think I can move on