TTC you are b***h

4 yrs  of TTC and treatment n my neighbor who has 2 kids is accidentally preggers the one who Dosent take precautions or wanted to abort the pregnancy cause accidents happens aborting is easy. Whose idea of raising kids is leaving them in different country with their grandparents cause they need some space and can't handle kids while working.i congratulated her wished her good. I just felt numb no pain no emotions . Should I even go for next cycle of my treatment? Why Dose god blesses fertility to those whose 1 st idea is to abort or  treat children as luggage? With her there are four knocked up women in my circle. Here I am logging sex in glow getting ready for injectables and blood work . I really wish someone can hug me n tell me we are with you . Not it will happen or your time will come. I Ve heard enuff of that crap 🙄