41 weeks today

Been having contractions since 4:30am today. At 5am I wiped and there was a little blood. Contractions were 10 mins apart lasting about 45 seconds. Knew it was just prelabor. That went on until about 7:30am. Had a few throughout the day until about 4pm and they've been come and go. But now they're 10 mins apart again and 30-60 seconds long. I dont know how people deal with contractions for weeks. This is kinda brutal. Nothing to help. I dont know if I wanna try and bring on contractions or just lay here and do nothing. Going for a second nst tomorrow so we'll see what happens. Hoping to have this baby this weekend. 41 weeks is just too long.