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I deal with anxiety and depression and feel like i have no one who understands me like today i was overly stressed by a situation and started having a panic attack worrying and crying and my family just tells me calm down as if its that simple. I go home to my fiance i figured after i told him about the situation that happened today he would figure something out and let me know it will be ok. But i just feel im always left to handle how well fix a problem. Sometimes i could be crying right in front of him and him and hell stare at me awkwardly or walk away and pretend he doesnt see instead of consuling me and i hate it nd yes i told him