scared and lonely ?i don't know what to feel anymore ?😢

Liliana
My ex is going to boot camp for the marines next month and he wanted to be just friends because he didn't see us good together anymore after 2 year .it literally makes me want to cry when I know he's talking to people now .he tell me I need to stop being jealous .i don't know what I'm doing wrong it's hard and hurts to know that he's so ready to be single.its like he's my best friend and I don't want to lose that .im trying so hard not to act like we're dating .he makes it seem so easy but I'm here still sad and broken my beatfriend/ex is leaving for the marines next month and is starting  over.it kills me know I won't have him.i just lonely .idkÂ