I just need someone to talk to

I feel like crap, the last 3 days I've been feeling sick, things taste weird like they did the past two pregnancies I've had.

Rewind. I lost my daughter at 20 weeks in March. Then I had another miscarraige at 11 weeks in July. I started taking the contraceptive pill on my first monthly. Anyway I've just had my period and 7 day break. Started taking the pill again last Wednesday. Anyway I've started to get the symptoms of pregnancy like I've had with the previous two. Me and my partner had sex twice while I was on my pill break. Am I just dreaming it that I'm pregnant? It's highly unlikely right? Yet a part off me thinks I am. I've known both previous pregnancies before I tested. It's going around and around in my head. I cant get it out. I'm scared, what if I loose it of I am? Or what if my partner doesn't want it!? Probably reading too much into it but I honestly don't know what to think