In Need Of Encouragement

I been trying to conceive for the past 9 months now. I had a laporascopy done about a month ago and was treated for scarring . My tubes, uterus, ovaries and liver was scarred for having a STD when I was 17. The surgeon said he " treated" the scarring. I have a regualr cycle (28) day and it's always on point. Today is DPO 2 since my surgery. Although I'm due to start Clomid on the 28th I'm hoping to have already conceive on my own after every day BD. I find myself obsessing over wanting to be pregnant. After 9 months I'm starting to get discouraged and I need a little encouragement ladies . 😕😕  Thank Gods both ends of both tubes were open though. The specialist told me scarring can grow back in 6-12 months and that short window got me nervous . I'm miserable at 23