Hemorroids post partum

So I don't know who to ask and too embarrassed to post on my Facebook fancy pampers page. I delivered my baby vaginally fairly quickly. I ended up getting Hemorroids which have gone away. I have noticed that every time I have a bowel movement and I go to wipe I can feel them again but when I go take a shower later in the day they're gone. I take stool softners daily since I am breastfeeding and the iron in my vitamins make me constipated. I go everyday to the bathroom and really don't have to push or anything. Am I now stuck for the rest of my life with these Hemorroids every time I go to the bathroom? They don't hurt or bother me but it's still annoying that they reappear!