Facing reality.

I broke up with my child's father about a week ago because I know he was no good for me. Our child will be born in 25 days or less and I still cry over him all the time. I love him more than anything, but I remember in the beginning I told him, "If you don't get your stuff together by the time the baby gets here, your gone." It's not something I wanted to do at all. I wanted the picture perfect family that stayed together. I want my daughter to have both her parents so I was willing to do anything. I know their are other mothers out there that are doing the same. Don't try to hold on. You can do it on your own. Especially if I'm making it, I know you can. I disregarded all the bad things people would say about him and believed he'd get better because they didn't know him like I did. He's a good guy that's going to be there for his child, but will he actually take care of her? Now I'm sitting here embarrassed for flaunting him on every social media site and i'd have to turn around and delete everything like he never existed. I'm embarrassed to tell my family he's no longer around and I'll be a single parent. I feel like its all my fault but it's not. I did what was best. Now I'm all heartbroken but I know I'll get through it.