Is it wrong to get an abortion?

I was raped a while ago. And I wasn't going to say anything because I was embarrassed. But I found out I was pregnant. Immediately I didn't want to keep the baby. But a week or so later after thinking I reminded myself it wasn't the baby who did any wrong to me. & so then I decided on keeping the baby. I'm currently going to court to get the man who took advantage of me and hurt me in so many ways. I finally felt proud of myself. But then I found out my baby wasn't in the right spot and that I am having an ectopic pregnancy. My doctor said I needed to get an abortion because it could be fatal to me. But I don't know if I can get an abortion. It's my baby... what do I do? Any advice? Has anyone gone through this type of pregnancy? Is there any chance I can carry this pregnancy out? I have another dr appt tomorrow I just need to fully decided.