This is long and I'm sorry I have no one to talk to... and this app is the only place I feel like somebody would actually care and listen to me. First of all I am the exact example of murphys law! I could possibly have the worse luck out of majority of people. Without going into complete detail. I'll start off by saying I'm 29 and I have a 7 year old son and this past December 12. I lost my baby girl to Trisomy 18 ( I was 26 weeks and 5 days) the saddest thing to have ever happened in my life ( and there has been a lot of sadness in my life) during that time during the testing of my baby Allison my fiance and I were constantly be threating by the owner of our home that he was selling the property and we had to move (like things weren't already stressful) so, after Allison passed away we reached out to my fiancé s sister in arizona. And she was more than happy to help us get settled out there. So we packed up and went to Arizona. Wow! She turned into a complete nut!!!!! Even her boyfriend would lie to her to stay at work cuz he was afraid of her. She constantly pulled out a loaded gun trying to kill her self. She was putting my 7 year old to bed at 5pm. Taking control of me . Trying to get me to get rid of her own brother so she could keep my son and i.... so we got out of there asap!!!. Long story short and a bunch of unfortunate events took place ( of course with my luck) we moved back to California with no where to go other than my fiancé mothers apartment..... it's been over a month since I've seen a doctor and I'm now 22 weeks pregnant. And I can't sign up for Medicaid or assistance because I need proof of residence. My fiancé mother won't sign a paper that I'm staying at her place for temporary. But yet she also has a werid guy here that's homeless because he got kicked out of his roommates house for sleeping with his wife.. oh and his leg is broken and my fiance mom is all about paying for him to get rides to doctors etc etc. I'm not upset he's getting help. But come on pregnant with her grandchild and you would think she would be concerned with mine and the baby's health seeing how her other grandchild passed away... I don't get people... I really dont.... we have an apartment lined up but it's not available until oct. 7th. So another 18 days and it will probably be another week or so for an appointment 😢😢😢 by then it will be over 2 mos not seeing an Ob-gyn! I'm so scared and angry 😧😡

I was already supposed to have the 20 week anatomy scan :-(

Sorry ladies for it being so long.. I don't have no one that will listen to me and I feel like I'm going to explode 😢😢