Vent!

I hate my sister in law. She seriously gets everything that I ever wanted and takes it for granted. Her first daughter she snoked cigarettes, took pain pills and drank redbull... she had a full term pregnancy and i had an etopic pregnancy 2 weeks after her first was born. Now I get pregnant and she has to get pregnant too!!!! Now this time around she takes suboxone, smokes and drinks redbull and fake beer.... her baby is missing part of it brain, no stomach and has a large right foot.... i really really wanted a boy... im 37 weeks with a girl.... she just told us today that she is having a boy. 😠😠😠😠😠