It kills me to have to post this, but yesterday on my 21st birthday we miscarried. I never understood the pain women felt when this happened, but now I feel some type of emptiness that is deep inside of me. And maybe only a mother could truly love someone so deeply even before the first ultrasound or kick. It may have been un-planned and unexpected but we were definitely all so excited. And for the first time I felt like something was so perfect and that I didn't have to worry about anything. This was my absolute worst fear 😔 I'm really not sure what to do from here.