I had a c-section yesterday and brought my beautiful baby girl into the world . I saw her once before they took her to nicu and then I was on bed rest. Today I was told I'd be here a couple days due to high blood pressure and I was unable to leave the room to see her until about an hour ago. This is my first child and on top of it I had her 2 months early so she's so small I was scared to hold her. I feel like I haven't had any real time to bond with her or anything of that sort. I feel like she's not even mine 😔😔 what should I do to fix that?