Has anyone else dealt with more fear of labor & delivery with their second child more than their first? My first child is 17 months and honestly I was pretty blessed with my L&D with her, I was induced at 40+3 but when I arrived at the hospital I was already having mild contractions so I never needed pitocin, the cervadil they put on my cervix to thin me out did the trick thankfully. But I arrived at midnight and had my baby girl at 2:11pm that day. I got an epidural and had an overall normal and easy L&D. I only pushed for about 15 minutes, I did tear a good bit and bled a lot and got like 12-14 stitches I believe but overall I was super blessed. But I am 30+3 with my second child and for whatever reason I am just really nervous and afraid to go through the laboring process again. I *plan* on doing a natural birth and laboring in the shower and birthing pool and using my exercise ball and have a music playlist playing and totally different from my first birth but I am just super anxious about it. Anyone else deal with this too?