constant ectopic anxiety

Literally convinced myself I'm having another ectopic 😕 every pain I get I think that's ectopic or that's not ectopic. I keep taking pregnancy tests and the lines aren't stronger making me panic then they are stronger ☹️️ I'm only 4w5d and I just want a scan to see if it's in the right place. Had a tube removed due to ectopic in March. My doctors won't do bloods and I'm too early or refer me to epu it's just so much anxiety 😩