virginity stories

I was 14, and I was planning on staying the night at my friends house. I had been dating my boyfriend for about 6 months but I was young and it was still awkward kissing him lol. Anyways he was at his friends house and we went over and hung out for a little bit, and they decided to drink. I had only drank one time prior and I wasn't a fan, but I didn't want to be the only one sober (stupid I know).  Everything was fine until my boyfriend disappeared and after a little bit my friend and his friend kept telling me that he wasn't feeling well and wanted to talk to me. I went into the room and sat on the bed to talk to him because he was laying in there. The room started spinning and then he was on top of me kissing me. I was too drunk to do anything and I don't remember actually having sex with him. I remember waking up the next day sore and him apologizing over and over. I hated him but I didn't want to admit it so I stayed with him for two years after that. He cheated on me and our relationship was awful, but "I was in love" so I put up with it. I regret it so much and I wish I would have stopped it before it got to that point. 

I stayed with this guy so long because I thought I loved him, and I was scared to be alone. I had a twisted childhood and I liked having someone there, even if they weren't good for me. 

I'm now with someone who treats me like a princess, and asks me if it's okay before he does something like that. Growing up with abusive parents who got high/drunk all the time and beat on each other made me think my ex relationship was normal, and I didn't think relationships like mine now were real. 

Young girls settle way too often, and I just hope that someone reads this and learns something from it. 

Edit: id like to hear your stories, hopefully they're better than mine lol