I'm sorry in advance. I remember during those first crucial weeks of my first pregnancy I would get so annoyed at all the MC posts.  I understood people's worries, but it frightened me and I wanted to believe it wasn't going to happen to me.  Then it happened to me. Basically this is for anyone pregnant with rainbow babies. I just got my BFP yesterday on a digital CB. For days I was getting VVFL on all dye tests, and my lines on FR are still really faint, but the fact that I got a positive on the digital made me finally say "yes, I am pregnant."  I didn't want to even call the dr for fear of hearing low betas. I am afraid of having a chemical. I am afraid of another missed micscarriage. I am just afraid to even acknowledge I am pregnant with my rainbow baby. For those beautiful Glow ladies who have had this terribly unfortunate experience, how am I ever to feel safe again?