Havent tedted yet but...

Ive been putting it off. Although having symptoms. Yedterday i cramped intense. Af was supposed to show yesterday but didnt. My cervix is extremely high and soft. Usually right before af it is extremely low like i can feel it by just inserting the tip of my finger and very firm. I dont have a pregnsncy test because then i feel the need to constantly take them and get upset. But about to take my so to work so im holding in my fmu til i get the frer. But dtil no af and my cervix is even higher this morning. Fingers crossed