Stressed😖😖

I swear every month I get disappointed when AF shows up 😔. I just know it's going to be my month but NOPE . People say not to worry, don't think about it, stop trying but even when I do those things I still get nothing. 😭😭😭 I just need to vent because I don't wanna lose hope. My boyfriend wants a baby bad as well and this would complete our family ❤️❤️ if we can't get this right within 6 months I'm going to have to see a fertility specialist!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I pray it can happen naturally though #rainbow👶🏽🌈