I'm out!!!

I'm so done in! 2 years ttc and every month something happens to get my hopes up! This month I never had my usual pms symptoms and my bbt chart looked great then this morning she awakes me with the most terrible cramps!! 😡😡 I don't know how much more of this I can take! I vow not to look into symptoms or get my hopes up and most of all I am not buying any more hpts!! Sorry needed a rant!