first kiss, please help me

I'm 15 and tonight I had my first kiss. It was awkward because I didn't know what I was doing but he did, so he was kissing me and I froze! He was like "why aren't you kissing me back?" And I was like "I don't know, I've just never done it before." And he was like "can we try again?" And I said yeah so he did and I started laughing during it so he did a little and then pulled away. He asked "you don't know how to make out, do you?" And he was joking around and I was like "no." And he asked why I've never had a boyfriend and I told him I didn't want one, I'm independent. He understood and then Jokingly called me prude. I asked if that was good or bad and he said good. When I finally got the hange of it, we made out and then he was like "there ya go." And the second time he was like "you're a good kisser by the way." And I was happy. The thing is though, I am prude. Was there a spark for your first kiss? Or was it just awkward? I feel like there should have been a spark and like I feel a little uncomfortable because I liked him just hugging me and holding my hand and then the kiss came and I feel so weird about it. I just don't know what to think! Have you guys ever had a first kiss and then don't really want to talk to them after for a while? Cuz now I just want space to think this through. Is this normal or should there have been fireworks? Should I tell him I'm done with him? Am I overreacting? Omg, please help me. Don't even know what to think.