Emotional abusive?

I've been dating my boyfriend for 5 months, the first 2 months were really good.. Then one day we had an argument and ever since then it's got worse.

We were with friends at a car meet and our son needed milk. So he got mad because i had let him know at last minute, so he had said something smart under his breathe and i got mad and asked him what he said and that's when he blew up. He told me to "get in the fucking car" he was taking me home but was driving fast, then told me "that was so fucking disrespectful you fucking did that in front of my friends" he said something else i just can't remember. So when we got back to my house he saw me crying and started talking to me and was telling me how if i couldn't handle his attitude then he didn't know what to tell me. Then he said "I'm telling you my attitude is going to get worse, don't fucking test me. You think you've seen me pissed off you haven't seen that."

After that the arguments were still ugly, another fight was because i was taking to long to park the car. (I'm new to driving so i was just learning) my friend was in the car with me when he said this he said, "there was traffic coming dumb ass stop acting fucking stupid" then my friend looked over at me and said "you let him talk to you that way?" and that made me feel so bad.

This recent one was the worse. I had went with him to boxing and he left his phone next to me, well we have the same password on both of our phones anyways i went thru his texts messages and saw that he had texted this girl. There was no flirting but he did text he around 12 am. So i call my friend and ask her what i should do and right when i said that his phone went off and it was a dm from some girl on instagram i saw that he had messaged her around 1 am. There wasn't flirting either but, still i got really upset i pulled him aside and asked him who she was he claimed she was just a "friend" he knew from high school. So i just said okay. Then he said " don't do that shit again in front of my coaches and shit, if your gonna act like that I'll just take your ass home i don't give a fuck." and i stayed quite and just walked out. He got in the car and he didn't say anything to me, he did the crazy driving again but we didn't talk we got to my house i get my son out the car without saying anything i walk away and i hear him say "so that's it, your not gonna talk to me anymore?" i turn around confused and before i could say anything he rolled up the window and drove off. I tried texting him after words but he barley wanted to talk, then he blew up again saying "she had messaged me first and i was just messaging her back but you pulled that shit in front of my friends and coach's you don't fucking get it do you veronica, i know it's not a big deal to you anyways but if you knew that, that was gonna piss me off you asking me in front of everyone then you shouldn't have asked me period." so i will admit i got really petty that night, one of my old guy friends and messaged me so i messaged him back there was no flirting once so ever, i was with my boyfriend showing him a video when that same guy messaged me and boyfriend grabbed my phone and saw the messages from that night when i took my phone back, forgot to mention i changed my password on my phone out of anger. Anyways my phone had locked and when he tried unlocking it he got super pissed when he saw that my password was changed and i looked at him and said "you don't like it do you? It's okay for you to message girls but it's not okay if i message guys?" that's where things really went down. Mind yall this all happen when we were at his friends house with the parents there. So he just looked at me and said "two can play it that game" i ran after him outside to the car and he said "get the fuck away from me" then his friends parent's came back home and he looked at me and said "were not doing this in front of them wait til i take your ass home." then we got in the car and i got so scared he started screaming at me and i started crying and he almost thru his phone out the window then told me to delete all my social media accounts and i did. He kept telling me that social media messes up everything and that if he didn't care/love me he would have kicked me to the curve already. I was still crying and he went on to continue telling me he loved me and for me to smile and all this sweet stuff.

He gets mad at me over small things and he's told me before "why do you get so scared" and i just stayed quite. He said that he would never hit me. He tells me to stop acting stupid and that i piss him the hell off. Honestly i just feel like i have to watch what i say because I'm afraid if i say something wrong he'll get anger again.

I've told a few on my friends and all of them just said it's going to get worse, it's so hard for me to actually see it because i know the red flags are there but i can't leave i just can't. Even tho i feel so insecure and jealous and i over think so much i feel like i can't trust him. I worry about so many things i put his feelings and problems before mine.

Please leave your comments down below, can y'all tell me if this is emotional abusive.