I can't Handle it anymore.

So after putting money off to the side for our LA trip next weekend my bf said we have blank amount to live off of. I go out to return a few thing's and when I get back my brother asks me if I wanted to see a movie; FINALLY after asking since aug to go see one. My bf says it's ok to go, then when I'm about to leave he tell's me he doesn't want me going so we save money. But the thing is in the last month he has seen two movies with my brother, spent 350 on a new phone, wasted 200 at the casino without me so I didn't think it was a big deal; but I guess it was. I mean I took back the headset I really liked that I have been wanting for a while to have a little extra. I'm always making sacrifice's and he's never making any. This all happened today so I left with my kid's and took them to the park for awhile. Then when I get home I tell him I'm hungry; so he say's get what I want. I tell him I want panda and he Whisper's "yea get the most expensive thing" which caused me to cry because no matter what I do he make's me feel like shit if I do something for myself; or get something for myself! It's been 7 year's and it's the same thing every day he make's me put my need's to the side and make sure his are filled. I'm starting a new job soon and if shit don't change I'm using my check to leave.