Getting nervous...

I am being scheduled for a c section and I'm starting to get really scared. This will be my second boy. I had a emergency c section with my first and was induced after being ten days over due. I have talked to my doctor about going all the way natural and he said I can do what I want but that I would be at a higher risk of health issues because of what happened with my first pregnancy birth. The first time I didn't know what to expect so I wasn't too scared as to what was to happen but this time I know exactly what will happen(surgery scares the hell outta me) and the recovering and pain afterwards is not the business.