1 month after baby.

Hey ladies ,

I'm a ftm my little one was born September 5th.

I love holding my baby and talking to him feeding him etc. lately I've been holding him as much as possible but if he's done eating in the middle of the night I'll put him in his crib and he'll coo and just look around.

I talk to him as much as I can too but sometimes I don't. Like if he's content cooing nxt to me ill check my emails , txt , fb etc but than I feel like a bad mom. Ugh are these all normal feelings ?

Please no bashing