Breakups

My boyfriend broke up with me a week ago yesterday. I am so heart broken right and so confused too. We lost a baby a little over a year ago and I have been having such a hard time dealing with the lose. I was 5 1/2 months pregnant when we found out she passed. Not a day goes by that I dont think about her. My ex boyfriend called me fat and said that I almost weigh 300lbs. He said he was surprised that I don't have any health problems and told me that I let myself go since we lost our daughter. He called me all kinds of names and made me feel so horrible about myself. I have always struggled with my weight. I took pictures with my 2 sister's and omg I just want to cry. I look horrible between them. They are both so tall and skinny and beautiful. I am short, fat, and ugly.