first night home

We are finally home after a 6 day stay in the NICU (my little one stopped breathing a few times the first night of his life). He passed all of his tests and they're thinking it was just a weird freak thing. But omg I am a nervous wreak. I'm a FTM and after the scare he gave us I've constantly been checking him tonight. I may never sleep lol in the hospital I was too comfortable because he had monitors that would alarm if any breathing issues occurred(they never once did after the first night). Plus, nurses checking him every few hours. Although I know he is 100% fine and healthily, I'm worrying like a mad woman when I desperately need sleep.