love works in mysterious ways

Danielle
Been going with this guy #1 for four months and things were pretty unstable throughout the relationship with this disrespect and hurt he given to me. All I ever did was love through the hatred that he grew up on and around... recently couple weeks ago I met what I think is the man of my dreams that came and saved me from this broken relationship that I had so much hope for ! He showed me a women should never settle for just anyone but for the man that's willing to care and provide for her . He's a wonderful man (guy #2) Now I'm in a predicament, I've given myself to guy #1 and may be pregnant with his child seeing as though I had a three day period 🙄😩😩. Guy #2 is willing to still be here for me If it did come to that ... I pray to God that his plan for me works out in my favor as well as his. I really want to be happy and start a new fresher relationship with him, he treats me like a true queen . He is truly a blessing. 
I feel guilty for leaving guy #1 like I did with jumping into another relationship but I know where my heart should be and it's not in guy #2 hands. Am I a messed individual for this? Please tell me I'm not the only one that's dealt with a situation like this before