I wish I wouldn't have answered that call ๐Ÿ’”

I work at a clinic and received a call from from the health department because the girl they tested for gonorrhea came out positive. I didn't realize who they were talking about until I saw her name.. It was the bitch who my husband cheated on me with in August. I literally felt my heart drop to my stomach and it hurt so bad. My hands were shaking and I could feel my heart and blood pounding so fast but at the same time I was numb. I went ahead and did my job. (I'm going to to speak to my manager so I can get her blocked. I want nothing to do with her and I don't want to loose my job because of her. I feel like she's already taken enough๐Ÿ˜ถ). This lady is my husbands bestfriends sister whom we've known for our whole relationship/marriage. I always had a bad gut feeling about her. ๐Ÿ’” When I found out he cheated and what was going on I called her. I talked to her so I could find out all the details... Just in case if my soon to be ex husband tried lying to me..They both swear it had Bearly started and that they did not have sex. Supposably she only gave him head...
She got tested a week after I talked her.. And I had my Pap smear + chlamydia + gonorrhea test done a week and a half after she got tested and my tests all came out negative. But now I'm so worried and stressed about this whole situation because I know gonorrhea can be passed on both vaginal and oral. Is their a chance I could have this STD and maybe my test came out negative because it's too early to detect? I haven't experienced any symptoms but I read some people don't even experience any. Please help me! I feel so sad/mad/disappointed/stressed/disgusted and I just want to crawl up in a ball and cry. Today was so horrible. I was having a good day until that call and I remembered everything I've gone through and I felt my heart break again.๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” ๐Ÿ’” 

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