depression

I just feel like more and more keeps falling on my shoulders. What hurts the worst is that it all falls one after another. The worst part is when people expect you to brush it off and get back up in a day and it's just like it doesn't work like that. I could be in a crowded room and still feel so alone. I can't sleep. I stay awake all night long and barely sleep in the day. I'm falling apart but I have to act like I'm keeping it together for everyone else. I'm waiting for the day when I can breathe. I am really trying here.