It's a big deal. I mean, what happened and what I'm going to go through. So it's not like "yeah we screwed up, but fk it just take care of it and everything will be back to normal" I don't think I could be his girlfriend any more. :( He made me want to have an abortion. Surgical abortion scheduled tomorrow. I know I will regret this. I can't stop crying. I wanted to keep the baby, but he said he doesn't have the money to raise to baby and it'd be weird for him if I just move in his house. We're 9 months together.