Am I already a bad mom?

I hate being pregnant. I am 17 weeks and the last 11 weeks have been hell. Nausea everyday with vomiting, completely going broke to buy medicine and afford hospital ER bills, and I never have any energy. Lost my job, relationship is rocky because I'm so sick and can't do anything, and I'm in pain a lot. I love my baby but I hate being pregnant. How am I going to last another 23 weeks like this?