Super Depressed

6 days post partum and all I want to do is cry my man took on a new job where he is gone literally all day when I wake up he is gone and when it's bed time he is coming home all I want is time with him and when he comes in he goes spends time in thw living room with his family and their kids (who are staying at our house for who knows how long seems like they are never going to leave ) while me and his 3 kids are in the room because I don't like being around them and I just don't know what to so anymore I look at our precious kids and know we deserve more I just have no where to run to I just feel so alone 😭😭😭😭😭😭