Well,to make a realllllly long story, super short, I messed up things with the love of my life. My soulmate.( fiance of 9 months)

I literally loved him at first sight. He was so good to me. Spoiled me best he could. Random flowers for no reason at all. He really loved me. And my love for him...

💕 indescribable . Our lives would've been so great. They should've been so great. I had a guy any girl would be lucky to have and I ruined it. I always knew If ruin it,it was a matter of time.

I really can't go into any detail,but our breakup does not involve cheating.

But I lost him. I lost my guy. I was selfish,and did things without thinking of the repercussions. I am stupid. I am sad. I am lost.