I'm hurting

I'm hurting. Im hurting because you choose to ignore me. I'm hurting because you choose your friends first. I'm hurting because when I tell you I'm ill you forget about me. I'm hurting because every time you reject me another piece dies. I'm hurting because I love you and get nothing back until it's convenient. I'm hurting because loving you is hard. I'm hurting because you're not hurting. I'm hurting because you don't show me how you feel. I'm hurting because you're a different person with friends. I'm hurting because you want to talk to other girls. I'm hurting because instead of calling me you end up in another girls flat because she was lost. I'm hurting that you chose to take that girls number. I'm hurting because you text her instead of texting me back. I'm hurting because you'd rather look at other naked women on your phone over me. I'm hurting because when you're with him I can't text or call. I'm hurting because you judge my past. I'm hurting because you don't get jealous. I'm hurting because you don't understand. I'm hurting baby, I'm really hurting.