I fucked up big time 😔😒

Has anyone ever seen "how I met your mother" the episode where ted tells robin he loves her, on their first date. Seen it? Weeelllll, it happened to meeee😯. Except! I was Ted 😔. I was very high on Mary Jane, and was loving the vibe with him, so I blurted out "i deadass love you" mind you, I didn't mean like love love , I was just loving the vibe . Buut he broke up with me and just wants to be friends because it made him realize that he's not ready to love someone else 😂😭. I fucked up though. I'm stupid for that.