Today is the due date of my first angel baby. This year has been a very big challenge for me loosing 2 precious babies.

It's a hard day today that's forsure. Hopefully going to get my tattoo Saturday in memory of both my babies. Some days I don't know how im even still going and some days I know I will have a baby of my own to hold one day. This is the worst thing in the world and I don't wish it on anyone. Just sucks it feels like no one in my life really gets how this feels and how upsetting and frustrating it really is sometimes. Just needed to vent Alittle since I don't in my life often.