Looking for a cycle buddy!!!

Hi my name Christina Patrie. I'm FTC #2 but I'm with a different SO. I had no problem conceiving my daughter 11 years ago. My period is due 10/29. We have been FTC for 2 months now. My daughter was not planned. Well, I wanted her and we were not using protection. It feels like this time it is more stressful bc I want another one so bad. I am 32 and my SO is 39 and has type one diabetes. We both smoke but we are trying to quit. I get so devistated when I get AF. I really need all the support I can find.