May be TMI, but I want to make my man feel the way he derves, I love him so much and I know his cock is a part of him and it needs some love too. But literally... Every time I try to give him some mouth lovin', I can taste that warm, awful, mucusey taste and it makes me SO sick. I can actually count on two hands how many times I've gone down on him in almost 3 years!!! I feel like a really crappy girlfriend that I never do this for him since i know how much he loves them; I mean he knows how much I hate it so truthfully he never asks for it, but being said I still feel guilty that I can't seem to handle it to surprise him and do something special for him. Seriously,  I've actually thrown up and chocked it back down *nasty* mid BJ before... Never asked if he noticed but I'm sure he did... But I can't be the only one, right????