Heartbroken, what to do?

♡ 𝓚𝓪𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓪 𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓲𝓼𝓮 ♡

After there was no help on my previous post I'm trying to reach out again for help and advise

I'm feeling down and worthless and angry with myself for my marriage not working cause my husband was abusive, I'm wanting to know if this is something I discuss to my midwife (my emotions) or if I should just bottle it up and get the hell over it