I'm 14 weeks never made it this far before. I haven't been posting on here or commenting when I think here is where I need to be to express myself. I can not believe I'm actually pregnant. I keep asking myself is this real!? Then I hear the heartbeat at home on the Doppler but after a while of not listening I notice that I can't picture what my life will be like with this baby. My boyfriend and I still live in separate houses so we are young but still home. The weird part is our parents want both of us home. They are not telling either one of us to move out. They just want us both to work and my parents want me to continue with school. I want the school but I don't know how I will raise my baby with us apart. We can afford to move and be together but I don't want to work. I know it sounds dumb but I want to have money obviously. I'm seeing that being pregnant without a job would be so bad if I don't work. I'm just scattered brains. lol I've been wanting this baby since I had my first miscarriage in April of 2013.. I'm feeling guilty excited and happy.  I just want to enjoy this when will I feel attached?