Depression and TTC

Hey guys, so I really hate to admit it as I'm always the one trying to be strong and not show weakness but this TTC and BFN cycle after cycle is catching up to me. I cry constantly and over everything. I HATE IT and really want that to stop. My question is has or is anyone on depression medications and ttc? Is there any that won't harm fertility or cause issues ttc? I'm desperate and need some help.