I don't love my body. I can't accept my boobs for how they are. So I put the inserts in everyday. And wear the push up always. I just want to have bigger boobs. But I don't want to get them by going the not natural route. I just want to have boobs. I'm 16 and I hate my body a lot. I just want boobs. Everywhere I turn everyone else has big boobs except me. Even people younger than me. My boyfriend says he loves them naturally but I don't see how. He doesn't know I insert the gel things into my bra. I'm hoping puberty will step it up and make me happy about my body. I'm even crying writing this. I just want to be fully happy about my body once. I want to feel comfortable in a bikini or taking off my bra. I pray every night that maybe I'll wake up with a cup size bigger or that I will get them bigger soon. Sorry for this. I just needed to get it out. Thanks.