Ok this is my story I've been with my husband for about 12 years. But all this years I realize that I'm not happy. Why because this man father of my two daughters and one on the way cheat on me many times he is a good father but not a good husband. He do everything for his kids and at home he help me a lot but here is the problem I'm tired of forgive him always for the same reason womens. All this time my self esteem is really low because of him I don't even like to go out with him because he is always seeing other women and I feel like I'm not attractive any more I don't feel pretty. I respect him I don't go out and look around other men so I don't understand why he do this. I feel alone and I don't know what to do I always think about my kids. I always have the feeling of crying. When he says let's go out I said that I don't want to but the reason is that he is going to watch other girls no matter what kind of women( tall, Pettit,white,brunette). I feel that I hate him for all this years see him looking for other girls and some times those girls look at me thinking hey your man is watching me and give some kind of smile that I understand as he could be yours but he is watching me. 😞