Just needed to vent...

Lately I've become more aware of how toxic the people are around me, but they're the people who support me the most through my pregnancy. My boyfriend and baby's father is overly jealous and controlling, and has a habit of harping on the past and making me feel like crap, and my mom is just generally abusive, bitter and just has a horrible spirit. Being in their company brings up depression that I haven't had to deal with in a long time, and sometimes I just wanna disappear, but then I remember that I'm pregnant (due early December), so I can't. I just needed to vent here because I don't have anyone else to talk to. I hate feeling like this and I hope nothing I'm feeling affects my daughter. 😔