Strict parents rant

I hate when people tell me "you're 21, you can do what you want" NO THE FUCK I CAN'T. I have very strict and over protective parents. They will literally beat my ass. They have before. (Bigger than me) I can't do shit! Not even birth control or go out at night.

They act like my age is reversed and I'm 12 instead of 21. They said I'd could all the stuff I want at 18. Guess what?? Still can't. Or I will get kicked out the house with nowhere to go.

There's no one to move in with either. No other family, everyones gone. And nowhere to move out. I live way out in th country. With no car or anything. (There is no public transportation here people. Think, very rural area) Like literally cannot do all of that...

The only thing I can do is go to college. Which I am soon.

They get mad when I stay home. But also get mad when I ask to leave and say no.

You guys just wouldn't understand my problems.

(And apparently you still don't understand. I know no people, or have no friends because I hate people)